Saturday, October 6, 2012

Simple, Painful things

It hurts my heart at the tiny details of you that I can't exactly recall. Simple things like changing a boys diaper vs. a girls. I have a boy...a beautiful, missed boy. But, I can't exactly recall the details. That hurts my heart more than I can explain. Why can't I remember those details...the happy ones? The horrible memories haunt me. I can vividly recall those moments. It's all unfair.

1 comment:

  1. I haven't been able to check my blog lately so once I got the chance I came here. I love it here. I like reading about your family, I know you miss Travis, I cant imagine how much it hurts but I miss him too. I've never met him but I would give anything to have been able to. I wish there was something that could make this easier. I know there are things you dont say to a grieving mother and I don't know if this is one of them but I hate that this happened, I wish things were different for him, for you. I just want you to know my husband and I think of him all the time. he will never be forgotten in our family.