We have made it through another week and I must say that the pain of losing our sweet boy is getting worse and worse. The reality of all of this is just too much to handle sometimes. Nicole and I have gone back to work and when at work we seem to do ok. It just feels like Travis is just away for the day. When we head home the thought of him not being there makes the drive unbearable. Even when we had a bad day at work, getting home to see his amazing smile made all the stuff at work seem meaningless. His smile was special. To think that we will never see his smile again makes it really hard to function.